Not at all. It is not at all my intention to attack you. You simply have misunderstood how Paul and Jesus are read together. The opposition you presume between the two does not exist. Jesus called people to repentance. To the woman caught in adultery, after he dismissed her accusers, and making it clear that he did not condemn her, said “Go and sin no more”. I do not condemn you, or anyone else. I know God loves you. :-) His word to her is the same to you. he does not condemn you. Go and sin no more. It is for you to work out what that means. I bear no animosity towards you.